lundi 20 décembre 2010

My life is a padam

Sunday morning, we started a javalli with Sangeeta "Samayimede" (it is time, now). A woman is waiting for her lover who hesitates to come and she laugh of him. I told myself, how could I express love as I've been trying to forget it for so long months? Since I'm here in Chennai , while dancing Lavanya's tillana or "adhum arliageï" '(the beauty of the dance) kirtanam  we started to work on with Manjari this morning, and even in Paris, how could I be joyfull as I lost all my joy? 
All this past year, I experimented by myself so many diffrent agonies I did not before, and that are often depicted in padam?  I also feel how it would be difficult to "use" this experiences in dance. During all this year in Paris, I tried to hang on the very small pleasures of life, something I try to do also here, hoping it will be the end of this circle.

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